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👋Welcome to Autism From The Inside!!!
If you're autistic or think you or someone you love might be on the autism spectrum, this channel is for you!
I'm Paul Micallef, and I discovered my own autism at age 30.
Yes, I know, I don't look autistic. That's exactly why I started this channel in the first place because if I didn't show you, you would never know.
Autism affects many (if not all!) aspects of our lives, so on this channel, I want to show you what Autism looks like in real people and give you some insight into what's happening for us on the inside. We'll break down myths and misconceptions, discuss how to embrace autism and live well, and share what it's like to be an autistic person.
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That’s so me! I have another autistic friend who’s a lot more extroverted than I am and he’s having a hard time with the way I hardly ever communicate, cause I hardly ever have energy. But when I see him again suddenly I have so much to share, and to me a year isn’t that long so I don’t feel like our friendship was affected… he feels a bit differently 😅
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Yeah. I have 3 friends on the spectrum who are like this to the point I sometimes wonder if we're still friends because it's been so long. I am also AuDHD and I never forget about my friends for weeks or months at a time, and it makes me feel very bad when they don't reach out for weeks or months at a time. I was busy too, but I never forgot about them. I'm just the only one that doesn't have a reliable parent or partner or other friends to share things with or talk to in between hang outs. Feels very much like I could disappear and no one would notice since I'm always the one reaching out to my friends and rarely the other way around.
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Audhd here. I sometimes forget about my friends. Forget. Like just forget. Not forget to text or call. Forget they exist. Then I remember in about 3 weeks myself or they reach out to me. And we just continue where we stopped. I guess it happens when i have something else going on. And have no mental capacity. Thankfully they have their lives and either are neurotics or neurodivergent. So they take it really lightly. When I disappear they just know that I’m alive because I post stories on instagram 😅 People with narcissistic tendencies disappear from my life very quickly themselves. Because I don’t give them enough attention
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Thank you for your channel.. the information is valuable and helpful.. we have subbed and this is our first comment.. thank you from
William and Jen
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Yes, that is me! The buddy from my last job, who I still consider my best friend, I haven't talked to in several months. He's one of the only people I know who is patient with my overexplaining, and he patiently listens. I still smile when thinking of him. But I'm embarrassed and afraid to reach out to him, because I'm worried he will have thought I've moved on from the friendship. Autistic conundrum, right?
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Hi Paul . Those traits are SPOT ON! Your platform I believe has and will continue to help all in this community who may not understand why they are experiencing these particular trials and will probably feel less worried and ambiguous or self resentful about themselves for behaving this way. Well done!.❤
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Oh god, i relate to both of these a lot...
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Yes, this is very relatable.
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your teeshirt maked my day
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This is what i thought, too...but it isnt always the case i dont think.
I had a great friendship with someone also autistic. We would do all sorts of stuff together and always had fun. Planned trips, workout, hangout. Wasnt every day cause of course we have jobs and lives, but we used to hang out and just have fun.
I still dont know why but over time that gradually stopped. I may see him once every two months now.
I used to think he just needed to recharge. And i get that cause i do too sometimes. But i learned he is just doing things with other people. The same stuff we used to do, but without me.
I dont know if i did something wrong or how to fix it. Im on the spectrum too and i know communicating is hard sometimes. I try to communicate well and the best i can.
I miss my friend.
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Omgosh I think this is me and my adult daughter.. Thank you 🥰
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Omg I'm totally like that friend, so much texting at times
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I am sooo mych as you say! No matter how much I like somebody, it comes a time when I need to deconnect. People dont understand.
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Yes yes yes! It’s so true it hurts. Often my siblings have taken offence cuz I’ve been quiet for long periods of time. But when I’m going thru a period where I’m feeling overwhelmed, I just don’t have the energy to connect.
Sadly my daughter’s suffering as a result 🙈😭 cuz she needs to connect with other kids and she gets so shy and uncomfortable with other kids as a result of not having that regular social interaction
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Combine this with social anxiety and you've got a recipe for disaster! Ask me how i know 😎
Seriously tho, time doesn't feel like it passes as much as it does. Weekly hangouts feel so overwhelming so not interacting for a month or more feels like only a week to me. Then i see the actual time passed and the social anxiety tells me I've abandoned them and they hate me so no reaching out
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Oh yeah I can totally relate that is kinda Like me with communication
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Thanks to you largely I've realized I too am Autistic....for me pending Testing
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I don't really miss people and also don't really have a sense of how much time has passed and even when it's pointed out it doesn't feel that long. Anyone else?
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Yassssssss
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@adaqable
4 weeks ago
Alienated most of my friends in life due to this
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