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I was diagnosed with ADHD at 6. Misdiagnosed as bipolar at 15, re diagnosed with BPD at 18, and found at during my healing journey after quitting drugs that my anxiety is what sets off my BPD episodes. To others with similar stories my heart goes out to you! ❤
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I was just simply neglected and emotionally abused. By age 11 I pretty much came to realization that I cannot have any expectations from my single parent, and I have to be in charge of my own life now. Also yes - total lack of resources of any kind and being an outcast bc you weren’t like other normal kids.
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I’m 37 and have been single most of my adult life. I struggled a lot with outburst of emotion and self harm and I would always tell my friends that I think there’s something wrong with me and they would always tell me no you’re normal and I would feel so invisible when they would say that. now, at this point in my life, I’m starting to dig through the wreckage to try and find myself because I think I stopped feeling like I was a person when I was about 12.
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THIS LITERALLY HAPPENED TO ME
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Omg SAME! I literally was diagnosed last week n figured out in therapy that my main trauma that “woke up” my BPD, was being relentlessly bullied in jr. high n high school! Few things from earlier in childhood but nothing like the trauma of being bullied so fucking badly
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"why do you say people are all shitty"
"Why did y'all say i asked for it?"
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Not me having a breakdown over nothing these past few days and dying my hair today.
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Got diagnosed with ADHD at 12 and about to get an autism diagnoses at 18 but I strongly have the feeling that I developed bpd somewhere in between there
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Got diagnosed autistic at 13, ADHD at 28. While my mom tried her best to raise me, I was bullied until high school and now I probably have a mild case of CPTSD.
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I was diagnosed with first anxiety and depression in high school (probably due to 15 years worth of masking) then at 21 diagnosed with BPD (probably due to masking for 21 years) and now finally at 28 autism. 🙄
It really makes sense we would end up with the criteria to meet BPD when BPD literally is a cry out for validation we so desperately were in need of as a child, but did not receive instead just brushed off as "weird" or "special"...at least those words were used on me
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Me. It developed into schizoeffective disorder for myself. Sometimes i feel like banging my head and smashing it into a wall to stop the thoughts and voices and realize im going insane so i just punch myself over and over and over until all i can focus on is the tingling and pain from that instead. Its worse because i feel myself going crazy and cry incontrollably because i cant even stop myself and it sickens me with my own self and makes my hatred for me burn ever brighter...
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Im 16 and have struggled with anxiety, and a few other issues since i was a young child, im still bullied relentlessly for it which has caused a form of antisocial personality disorder and i get tested for autism next week. I really wish people never had to go through this kind of thing
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I got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 10 and i still just 5 days ago got diagnosed with BPD. I feel so forgotten like nobody cared to care about me. And now mentioning it I even feel too selfish for wanting people to care about me
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I’m 26 and did not realize I had many symptoms of autism until my son was diagnosed recently. I feel such a sadness for my younger self that felt so lonely and wrong for merely existing due to constant judgement for the way I did things by my parents. It makes me so happy being able to make sure my son has all the resources he needs to feel understood and loved in this hurtful world.
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I am 32 and recently went through a break up. . . And it made me seek therapy and really become curious about my inner world. I am undiagnosed but i identify with some autistic behaviors that have always been normal to me but not to others. . . Then then bpd and I feel relief hearing and reading these comments and videos! . . . I broke up because I felt bad for my partner like they were genuinely confused and attempting to support me. I always felt unsafe, un heard, un wanted 😵💫😵💫😵💫 no matter how much that person gave. And I realized oh dear I’m nuts I should isolate and keep everyone at a distance so they stay safe. I won’t disappoint them or lash out because of fear of manipulation or abandonment. Life is WIL
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Just figured this out about myself the other day (the BPD part I mean I already had the AuDHD diagnosis)
So much about my life makes more sense now
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I have petulant borderline as well. I empathize with you. Don't give up, keep fighting. Learn to harness yourself. It can be a gift not just a curse. I got bullied by everybody... Literally almost everybody...... I was molested by a couple different people and abandoned by my parents. Lived with a narcissist family member. Not to make it about me. Just saying I get it. You got this! You can slay this dragon. When you harness your borderline it becomes a true gift I promise.
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All of my life I’ve felt like I’m stuck in a jar filled with sharp rocks and someone comes along and randomly shakes the jar, and no one believes or understands what this is like because they’re not in a jar.
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i don’t think i got a personality disorder but i definitely got some pretty severe social anxiety and some paranoia. it gets so bad my legs start shaking uncontrollably so i’ll be having a normal convo with someone and be shaking like a leaf while i’m trying to get my body to stop thinking i’m dying😂
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@1281bexta
1 year ago
I was diagnosed with bpd nearly 10 years ago. I was diagnosed with adhd 4 months ago ((im a couple weeks off turning 42) the psychiatrist that diagnosed me said I have markers for autism. But that needs a separate assessment apparently (so I haven’t got the official diagnosis for that one yet).
I’ve said to a couple people in the past year I suspect my bpd is partially a consequence of being misunderstood, not heard, misjudged etc
I find it really sad that others have felt the pain I have.
I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.
I’m sorry for everyone that’s been through what we have.
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