Here is a glimpse of a long, deep, dark, light, horrifying, and beautiful, and all in between, journey I took in deciding to leave the system I was born into to find and learn about the system & soul that I truly am.

It started out on a friends couch in a small apartment where are my paradigm, perspective, & character was shattered by a hit of DMT. At that point, I knew there was more of course, and wanted to experience the fullness of this medicine.

So I journeyed off Into the jungle of Costa Rica, to find lost and found of some sort. What was to be one trip & return back to normal life, turned into an elimination of my old life & a permanent stay into the new.

In nature, deep in the jungle, i stayed. In a beat up cabin and a thin mattress, with a small wooden table, and shelf… the bed held up with cinder blocks. Going from the Waldorf & Hyatt Ziva life, to this, seemed ridiculous, but, I endured it. I knew something good was there.

In this simplicity, bareness, I learned what was lost, exactly that, simplicity!

Nature itself, human nature. That what made up my nature was a collective of material, gadgets, habits, loops, cycles, energies, spirits, curses, sentences of a matrix & generational ignorance.

So here i learned the ABCs again, the astral alphabet. The soul senses versus the physical senses. The senses of intuition. The senses that turn on only in silence & darkness.

Those senses that very few choose to feel, the ones we run from, the ones we cannot bare.

I found true love and the key to the universe, there. The key to me.

To reach this point, I had to punish myself, to go through hell, to be in pain and suffering, because of course, that is what we are accustomed to.

Still at each point of this suffering, I got a glimpse, a taste of sweetness, and that glimpse kept me going, like a hummingbird that smells a flower as it opens. And returns.

It was like this skin, I and society sewed onto me, which blended into & became molded into me, having to be unstitched, carved & in some areas ripped off…. Imagine How that would feel… That’s how it felt. But after, so clean, so true, so alive, so lite, so ready for a new start, an authentic start… it is beautiful and it feels phenomenal in the end.

Life living in the forest for me looked like this…. Drinking water from the river, pooping and peeing outside, fasting , singing, praying, communicating, expressing, A lot of time in silence, watching my thoughts, understanding the mechanics of thought, my words, my gut, nervous system, stomach, jerkiness, impulses, down to bio and cellular memory, scanning family constellations. Walking scenarios back & understanding deeply why, what, who, where, when, of all.


Simply watching the forest interact with itself, walking in pitch black darkness, barefoot, staring at candles all night because there is no electricity, eating a mango or an avocado for dinner, only a few plates, fork & spoons, cups, the minimum, the bareness. Removing scorpions, snakes, bats, other insects & animals from my cabin.

Being with The like-minded community, who are all focused on the awakening their avatar.

All of this. I can give you the takeaways.

if you can handle the jungle, you can ah did anything.

Living, flowing, water is what we should be drinking.

Unconditional love can never come from a human, only GOD.

You get what you are not what you want.

Nature, the jungle, the rivers, the beach, provides a charge, current, energy, to heal all things. Get back to it. Place your feet on the earth regularly.

Psychedelic Plant medicines are secret astral awakening & healing tools gifted to us by the cosmos, to communicate at a high level, with our soul memory & different dimensions. They are the solutions of a sickened soul, the resolution to us humans ruining ourselves again and again. Through dreams, visions & astral
Guidance, they were shown to us, for our salvation & healing.

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