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Top Comments of this video!! :3
My dad has torn me down my whole life and I’m still trying to love myself. But a good thing I tell myself when I’m in a tough situation is “this is not forever” cause one day I know it’ll be over and I’ll be back to normal.
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Thank you for bringing us content like this! It is so relatable for me. The need for deep rest after socializing is so true. Now that I'm finally able to give myself permission to be myself more, it feels great!! I had to move away from family and friends to be able to start fresh, as me. ❤ thank you for bringing this to light!
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I like you.
You want peace for yourself and others. You want people to treat each other with kindness.
You are very worthy of liking yourself.
Namaste 🙏
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I had one of my friends experience this, they were self admitted to a psychiatric hospital few weeks after. I'm so proud of them getting through this. 😊
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I was called stupid a lot and dumb blonde so it does make sense it's important to feel seen as smart
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For the most part, I don't play a character, I just isolate myself from anyone who I don't trust that I can be myself around. It's its own form of masking, but not as draining and you don't forget who you are. On the other hand, for extroverts like me, it makes it difficult to recharge, and being isolated makes it hard to find opportunities for a while bunch of things.
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Yep, life was fun with being judged for I don't know what.
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The more you try to be liked, the less you'll be liked. People sense desparation, and it repulses us. Doesn't matter how much i warn people about my darkness, the more they cling to me. Eveyone always likes me, initially. I am just myself. A very unapologetic, eccentric, loudspoken, and blunt self. I have a great sense of people. The more fake you are, the more I'd try to force you to expose yourself. I honor honesty and being straightforward more than anything. The walls you built to protect you actually harm you. Oh, and btw sharing your vulnerabilities is a pro, not a con. I expose my triggers right off the bat, or really early on, and then i watch if you're going to use them against me or not. But then again, i am a very self-aware person, so i can use my vulnerability to my advantage.
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This is kind of tricking me out....
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@Rynleekai
5 months ago
The first line is a quote from Jim Carrey in one of his interviews. It’s not verbatim, but almost.
I heard it this week and I just started crying. This is exactly why I’ve been feeling so bad. It’s like it had been piling up since I was a kid and is now so incredibly heavy that I’m about to be crushed.
Being authentic is more than just a buzz word apparently. 😂😂 I’m working very hard to try and just be who I am naturally.
Happy healing friends 🤗❤️
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