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I relate. I feel like I'm a background character and that nobody ever sees me or seeks me out
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Same, even if it's just a phone call from my family I'm automatically a little bit suspicious. š
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Happy healing friends š¤ā¤ļøāš»
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I feel this
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I know that feeling too š„ŗ
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I can definitely relate. Hang in there, lady ā¤
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ā¤you!
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You are so heard and understood. I send all of us so much healing in all the ways trauma shows up... I'm this case, may we all find our highest self-worth in ourselves and trust that we're deserving of love just because.
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Wow. Iāve never been able to articulate this feeling
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I donāt know if I put this on a different video but Iāll put it here. My mother and aunt went on a road trip through New Mexico for auntās birthday and their last stop was 3 hours away from I live. Not only did they not tell me they were doing that or how close they would be but I know that area has pine trees and my mother has told me all my life that sheās allergic to pine. Germany also has pine trees and guess where they went on vacation after I moved out. And they never wouldāve made the trip just to see me. That was what really made me aware of how little I meant to both of them. My grandfather however begged me to go live with him when I decided I couldnāt live with my mother anymore but I didnāt stay because I was starting the next part of my life with the same man Iām still with today. My family doesnāt approve of him but at least my grandfather still wanted to be a part of my life when all my other immediate relatives didnāt. Grandparents are true gifts for us and we cherish them for the rest of their lives and our lives.ā¤
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I can relate some....
22 yrs ago my mom died. I came out to my extremely close Aunt, Uncle and my cousin who had 3 under 6 that i was with every other day since they were born. The essential kicked me out of the family.
Fast forward 20 years and now they have apologized and want ti come around.
They abandoned me, degraded me because if who i love, and told me i was lying about my diagnoses.
I have always talked about how much they hate me.... but the rest of the family days, how much they love me and want me around.
I feel like i put so much into them for so long, and then was treated the way i was, that all of that doesn't equal love even with the half assed text apology i received.
maybe my heart is too cold???
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Oh this is life long struggle ........ im fucked LMAO
But truky thank you for sharing this i deal with self worth issues heavily especially right now its nuce to know other ppl are the same and also legit my reaction but mine was w more laughing cuz i dont wanna cry rn lol
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What!?!?! Dude do u know the voices in my head, because i think we just trauma bonded
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Like it get it. But- can we, as people, just stop being soooo dramatic. Like they're your grandparents. How do you circle from "my grandparents are coming" to "my self worth is really bad". Can we please, take our heads out of our asses and wake up and realise that not everything is that deep.
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@MandaRenegade
2 months ago
Felt. Literally just had an acquaintance bud call me cus "it's way easier to talk than text the explanation of your question, and I'm going out tonight, but I didn't want to leave you hanging" -- I'm still kinda stunned.
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