YouTube has honestly been the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me. It’s my reason for being. It’s keeping me alive. I’m so thankful for all of you guys. The connections I’ve made, the friendships I’ve built; it’s started a new chapter of my life. One I’m so thankful for. One that will lead me into the right direction, hopefully.

I’ve been dealing with a lot of mental health issues. It’s only now have I’ve been actually taking care of it after years of ignoring it. It’s, sadly, been forced to be my main focus this past few weeks, even months.

A constant guilt has hung over my head; guilty for not making content and posting as often as I’d like. I’ve been attempting to make it up by live-streaming when I can. Even still, that guilt is entirely irrational, though it never leaves. However, you guys, every time, remind me that I’m simply a human, a teenager, someone simply just trying to get through life. A reminder I need more constantly than I’d wish.

You guys have been so supportive of me…. I’m simply a YouTuber that barely makes content, always giving excuses for not being able to make the content I wish to make. But you all still support me and encourage me.. if it wasn’t for you all, I’m not sure where’d I’d be. I enjoy, every day, reading the comments you guys leave. The encouraging ones, the funny ones, the sad ones, all of it.

I’m crying while I write this. I don’t think I could ever explain how thankful I am for you all…

Take care of yourselves. I love you all, my wonderful viewers. I could never repay you.


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