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Uploaded At Mar 17, 2022 ^^
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RYD date created : 2022-03-18T23:12:34.384159Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Just read your comments, man, don't you dare die on us. I know it's shit, but I know something will work out eventually.
I've had a not great time either (though it's 100% of my own doing). A few years ago I thought it's wise to fall in love with foxes - it's a furry thing, don't overthink it (please) and what I didn't realize came attached with it was a cargo freighter's worth of abuse from humans (hunting, leg traps, fur farms, angry farmers clubbing them to death etc.) Fur-containing clothes give me panic attacks. Off-road vehicles give me panic attacks. I used to love guns, but hunter style rifles give me panic attacks. My mind just goes crazy trying to solve a problem it can't. I've been doing all kinds of irl and online activism and borderline getting into legal trouble over harassing hunters to soothe the pain. It's given me grey hairs. At least I didn't go vegan I guess and I don't think it gave me stomach problems (except for the worst encounters). But sometimes my mind just randomly goes there and I catch myself in such a horrible mood that I wish everything would just burn. Add to that the unnamed flu. Add to that the Papers Please BS. Add to that a metric fuckton of depression of getting conned at my last workplace. Add to that being a neet. At least I don't feel like I don't have any purpose, but life is just shit. I am struggling to re-gain the control I used to have, I used to be pretty chill and didn't care about a thing in the world, well, except woke people being annoying.
Your problem is probably more easily solvable than mine tbh, it's a financial issue boiled to its essence, though the humiliation doesn't help, but I wouldn't be caught dead in a shrink's office, everything's hunky-dory as far as they and their totally-secret-we-swear records are concerned. I may regret posting this. Will probably delete it in a week.
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i was in a difficult place when i started watching your videos, and i'm in an even more difficult place now, stubbornness is key. this is what separates you from them, not allowing them to eat your soul if you can, but if you can't - if your principles are infallible - it will poison them. i know this is hollow as almost none of us actually personally know you, but there is a lot of people in the world who still care about you, man. the world pushes against people like you because the powers that be are scared of you having a voice. the price we pay for being independent thinkers is a world that fights you for it, desperately trying to grind you down. unreasonable people are immovable objects and we can't change that, that is not worth forsaking the entire rest of the world. i don't mean to act like you haven't thought about this a lot, i know you have because you're a very intelligent guy, but it's still worth hearing out other perspectives, even if they're pseudo-intellectual barf as mine.
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I took the risk to change a job I didn't like and ended up in a worse situation than before. Asshole of a manager pretty much tried to bully me out of the company and when that didn't work managed to get me fired due to the at that time new covid situation. Since I left my IT job behind, it would be hard to return there and the new profession also didn't seem to work out. Other than that since quite a few years my day consisted of working eating sleeping and sitting in front of my PC in home with nothing going on. I could have as well been dead.
So I was standing with my back to the wall, and decided to give my previous life the middle finger. I scratched together what I had on savings, and being the weeb I am, I went to Japan, did 1,5 years of learning the language and this year after finishing, I landed a decent job here and life is looking ok again, also outside of work. Not perfect, but way better than I imagined it could turn out. Maybe it'll turn to shit again, but now I at least know that there are always options I may not be aware of.
I wouldn't say I was in the same level of shit you seem in, but some dark thoughts were also there if you know what I mean.
All I'm saying is, when there seems to be no good outlook for you, don't take the easy way out. Scratch, bite, spit and cling to every opportunity left. There's quite a few graves I plan to spit on and it would be nice to see you do that too.
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@Declan_Lyons
2 years ago
Welcome back. Jesus, it feels like ten lifetimes ago since you've uploaded.
I hope you're doing ok, man.
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