My Vlog
3 videos • 176 views • by Star Outlaw I think I'm a pretty good AMV maker. My vids get great ratings and comments. But you know, when I see what other vid makers have, I can't help but feel a loss of confidence. Let's face it; I have nowhere near the amount of views/subscribers that some vid makers have like ravenhpltc24 or my friend Gan Xingba. I'd like to think that I'm just not as lucky, that it's because I don't use popular songs or that I rely more on timings than effects, but it feels like I'm lacking in something, like they;ve got something I don't, but I don't want to believe that. I'm happy to know that my Hitler Zhao vid will be shown at NYCC, I really am, because it means I've been recognized. I'm not just another Avatar fan making AMVs. But I want to prove that I'm capable of creating the greatest videos of all kinds, not just cute funny ones. Part of me just wants to have fun and make interesting vids, but another part keeps pushing me to try to be the best. I know that I'm capable of making videos that are just as good as anyone else's, and I should be trying to fill that potential. It's time I started taking my hobby more seriously, because I know I can do better. I'll continue to edit the Avatar Abridged episodes, but I'm also going to make more of a commitment to improve my editing skills and become just as good as ANY other AMV maker. Fame isn't everything, but I know I've got to be the best I can be at whatever I do. Fame isn't important, I know that, and having tons of views and crap doesn't always mean you're great, but there are some things that you just need to prove to yourself.