in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hahaheyy, it's my birthday
I made some S0MA art to celebrate it βοΈ
Thank you all for the greetings you've made, online or IRL. Your words touched me in my heart, and I appreciate it all so much!!
Just know that your presence is the best gift I could have ever asked for. β€οΈ
Once again, thank you βΌοΈ
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Slash! Because I like this! And wanted to use him for practice βοΈ
Slash belongs to
@/n_zlian5432 (I didn't wanna bother her)
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"Hush now... Look at me in the eye and tell me what do you see..."
Vortex and Nitro belong to βͺ@sleepy_emβ¬
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Hey, out of curiosity whose lore do you wanna learn
The UTMV lore or S0MA lore
I've put some changes in the UTMV lore, and in the S0MA lore I don't think you know much of considering how S0MA is a mascot for this channel
And if you want, tell me why you chose the given options
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I actually have no idea what to post HAHA
LIKEE I have a few sketches of my ocs- But I don't wanna spoil the designs cuz they're not done yet
May I interest you in a bit of "S0MA" Lore instead?
(Blood/Content warning)
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Jumpscare βΌοΈ
Ladies and gentleman I am not (really) back βοΈ
I'm here to give a short update that school's getting real busy now, but this week we'll be having a long weekend so I'd like to take the chance to probably do something here
I've completely forgotten I have a channel π
To start off simply, I don't wanna bombard this post with 7 million word counts so-
About my wellbeing, I'm going through mood swings so from time to time I'm fine and I'm not.
Frustrating, sure. Though it's nothing to be worried about honestly, it'll pass like all things π
My school's like- Playing between stressed and ease, it takes a toll on my health but it's aight I can manage
"Kaya mo lang" πͺ
The UTMV stuff I got, not that I'm losing interest in it or anything but I haven't been working much on my ocs since then
I mean I still got ideas ofc, just too lazy to write them down. However, I am working on Echo's backstory, so perhaps expect something when I return? π
And lastly this channel, to which I have nothing to say about because yeah
I think I'll try my best to post something- But who knows, I'm very confident that everyone has forgotten about this channel because I did HAHA
Forgotten or not though, still glad I made memories here
Love you guys platonically β€οΈ Get some of that vitamins engraved in your skin y'know? Go outside and breathe invisible gas
(By the way, throughout my break S0MA will be tortured against her will because nobody is free from the want to express through drawings)
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EVEYRABKNE PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT AND THEIR CHANNEL
I tweaked the ffffffffunk out bro I SWEAR TO GOD
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DAMMIT DRAFT AAAAAAGGGGGG DANGIITTTT MY FRIENDDDDDD πππππππ
AAAAAAAAA TYHANKT YOUH SIDHBE
(I'm dying, I am DYING because DANGGG THERES ANGST IN THERE I LOVE IT OMGGGGG)
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(Update)
In summary
(Because I yap so much goddDDAA--)
(I'll return soon, I just focus on my school more. The character sheets are kind of being worked on, and I'm feeling okay. It won't last long, but it's better than not feeling okay everβΌοΈ πππ)
Hi guys, I'm standing here alive and well(?)
As expected, I am hit with a bunch of school activities and quizzes along with important roles that require my confidence and awkward social skills
I can tell just from this one week I'll be really busy and should focus on my school...
Remember the boy who I thought would exchange schools
He didn't fucking exchange βΌοΈ
And the immense overthinking and stress after learning that has icked me to the core of my rotting soul βΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈ
Speaking of rot, I think I'm getting shittier at drawing now... So now I'm drawings chibis
(Actually I just like drawing s0ma like this stupid, silly menace looking skrunkle)
So, how are the character designs? I'm not sure, I've finished Xio's lineart both with and without his "jacket"
For Echo, Vain, and the exes, I'm gonna do them in that order. So the exes are... SOOO far off from being finished π
I have other characters apart of their lore that I'll maybe sketch out too, and I'd yap about them but...
Spoilers, haha ππ
It's gonna be a slow process since I'll be more "available" on weekends (Depends if I have to study or do assignments then I lied)
School's dragging me down I guess, but hey, I'm feeling somewhat better.
Sure, stress and pressure from school will inevitably occur, which makes me work less on the character sheets/lore
(I don't even write their lore down I just store it in my delusional mind)
But it doesn't mean that I'm doing bad, if that makes sense
Like, everyone's gonna be fine in their own time. I've had my good days, and I'm anticipating for the rough ones to come.
(Which, explains this little comic I made. I don't like negativity so I'll be taking care of myself, but I also crave it for comfort. I bet that doesn't make sense neither HAHA-)
I'll return back soon, but not now. Maybe when their character sheets are done, and if I'm not that busy ^^
Love you platonically, take care and stay safe/hydrated otherwise I'll shove my water bottle down your throat... Affectionately π«Ά
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Hh
Hey guys
I'm gonna disappear for a while
(More context below the line)
I've been working on some art... Kind of
I decided to restart the character sheets completely from the beginning because I really hated it
Which explains the lack of content I suppose
(But have sketches their heads and see how inconsistent my artstyle is)
I've also been thinking about their lores and stuff, making sure it's polished and makes sense
(So expect a possible remake)
See you guys never
ββββ
(A long paragraph incoming) (Slight TW)
(In summary: I'm on a break. My school's starting, and I'm tweaking tf out. It'll pass of course so I'll be fine, but I need a moment.)
ββββ
This is not a vent.
I'm most likely gonna be busy for the rest of the year, I think.
Not so consistent/daily posts, and probably less chatting online.
However, this is because I'm on a break.
Maybe once I'm out of it, I'll be more active here and there.
(Don't count on it though, I need more time)
It doesn't mean I'm dead however, I have a life outside the Internet.
I got school, which is tomorrow.
As I'm writing this, it is 1AM on a Sunday.
I also didn't have the best experience from last school year.
Some of you may know if I say that one guy who yk, and some other tomfuckery.
So I am not prepared.
My summer is... Wasted. So it all felt too fast.
I don't even know how to speak Tagalog yet, which is my main concern.
My other concern(s) revolve around... Like... Addiction(s), getting sa'd again, people getting suicidal, my emotions dependant on others well being, my attachment issues, my insomnia, my body, my cats, my hor-
C'mon you get the point.
I've just been having a rough few days/weeks, but the smoother and peaceful days will come soon.
I just need to pause for a moment before continuing.
(If I get rock bottom again, I'll be silent about it. I don't want you or anyone to deal with something that isn't supposed to be yours to solve.)
That's kind of all, I'm still under the weather. I'd say a cloudy sky, sun behind, and rain falling kind. (π¦<βThis)
Sorry for the long talk and serious tone. I'm not feeling really silly, so not much emoji and screaming.
I'll come back soon, the never was obviously a joke.
... or is it
Regardless, if you're reading this, I successfully wasted your time. I just needed some stuff out of my chest, and you should've stopped with the summary part.
(I'll maybe delete this entire thing, unless I'm too lazy/tired to do it.)
Love you platonically, you best take care of yourself.
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