12:57

Why I changed the name - yt - it’s just my experience

30:51

Temu haul and Walmart odds and ends

08:42

Content change - time to dig into topics that are hard to talk about

17:05

How are you celebrating Christmas ?

17:23

The mall panic attack / know your safe place

38:46

Moving on after losing a spouse / what it feels like for me

38:58

#3 The son / jail/ money/prison/ blame ?

27:37

#2 - happy thanksgiving ❤️🫶🏻- son talk / anxiety and pushing through the tough times

21:01

Vlog #1 ~ dollar tree goodies / and coffee chat memories

33:42

#1 coffee time / sleep wear / Santa style / pretty in pink

00:57

Back to the old days - Coffee with Poet

20:40

Let’s talk anxiety

34:37

Taken over for money / the son con game

26:14

Fake hair shenanigan’s 😊❤️/ senior woman with thinning hair

18:26

Let’s just chat /

30:04

Memorial items/ anxiety / gifts of love

36:00

Temu ornaments / removed the widow word /

24:13

Surprise gifts from amazing friends !!

18:29

All the emotions after the death of my partner

33:26

Loss, Silence, Meeting, Love, A Ring …..

24:35

Sky/ Msa/ widow / he didn’t want to go

18:54

Man? Covid tests, choker? Questions and answers . /

33:37

Holiday loss candles / turtle gift / Jewelry from the past ?

26:45

Fear of dating ? Love ? Widowhood again ?

26:04

What fears I had during / after the loss of my partner / Msa/ widowhood

12:50

Trying to get it all together

35:40

Lots to update / widow/ new chapter / 8 month loss

03:19

The seashore and the seagulls 🫶🏻🙄

02:50

Mini vacation ~ shore time / sea , sand and sun

01:46

Took a little time by the lake / quiet/ reflection / autumn / Msa/ loss

03:49

Walmart prep time / ocean tomorrow / super excited

10:44

“I grieved until the baby died “- this hit me - a piece from another video . So intense for me -

17:48

Feeling a little ptsd moment or two / alone / memory / loss / honesty

26:56

Life after loss / don’t be afraid / widow / Msa death

33:00

Temu order / meeting him was no accident / new love after loss / widow

01:47

A walk where the turtle bit me 😊/ loss / renew life after loss

01:26

Skys bday 10/10 / spread ashes 🥹❤️

42:32

Are you scared to be happy post loss ?

24:24

Turtle gift / gems and life ? What the heck 🥹

22:06

Trying to unravel loss and grief

15:57

I would have missed the dance .. / loss/ widow/ Msa/ Sky

31:35

Loss / life/ love/ maneuvering the next chapter

21:35

7 month mark / loss / death/ widow/ Msa/ emotions / starting a new chapter

31:20

7 months a widow / new love / ram dass talks / death and fear /

01:14

Geese bath / Sky / autumn/ loss/ ashes

02:30

Autumn altar in Skys memory / loss / widow / Msa / 02-27-2024

01:00

Skys fav time ~ welcome Autumn !🥰

28:42

Skys-shirt gift / loss / widow/ starting over / love / new beginnings

24:57

Emotionally full cup / loss / widow

30:53

Loss/ balancing time / new relationship / me time / my friends and the IMPORTANCE

01:11

Impressionist art / museum / after loss

33:40

A relationship after loss / widow/ Msa/ new love

16:21

This is the Love I desire / post widowhood

33:10

Life events and grief events / different or the same ?

29:08

Mental health / BPD/ black clothes/ a dead duck and glasses for iced coffee / 😘

42:48

Nurses n purses in widowhood / let’s talk

12:19

I’m just going to Be for awhile / 6 months widow

23:06

Facebook dating - I got the scoop 🫢🥴😊

42:20

My 65 th rotation around the sun ~ and my crash n burn middle of the night

14:16

This is my def of Grief