Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey, you guys!
This is a reminder that while this account is on indefinite hiatus, I am still producing content on another channel!
Tonight I have a premiere of my English version of "Don't Boo!ドンブラザーズ" to match the Donbrothers finale tonight, and I really hope you guys can follow me there and support!!
This was the first time in a while that I had fun writing lyrics again and singing, and I'm hoping to continue this streak 😊
Thank you to everyone, and hope to see you there!
12 - 0
TLDR: I burned out and that's why I disappeared, among other details and disorganized musings that come with a copyright notice
Hello, everyone! It's been a while since I was alive on this account, but I woke up to this email, and I figured I'd make a post after the initial sadness from reading my email wore off 🥲
I haven't been doing things on here for a while, because honestly, I was getting so disillusioned by the "content creation" rat race, seeing people "succeed" where I had not, spending precious disposable income and time just to have entitled people in my DMs *demanding* this or that when I had given so much of myself for *free*, and frankly I was quite sick of the attitudes I was getting for trying to keep this hobby a hobby. It doesn't help that I'm not good at "marketing" myself and I treasure my privacy, but I just couldn't see myself continuing this anymore.
I got a copyright claim for one of my still-favorite videos from Toei, and it's hard to imagine the end of an era like this, as silly as it may seem. I still love the heck out of Toei kids shows and I'm sad to see it go, but it is true that past me did not have the resources to not use not-copyrighted material, alas 🤣. Maybe I'll try to redo it and come back? I'm not sure - there's a lot of stuff in the drafts that I could work on tbh, but I'm scared I'll burn out again too. Though I'd love to create again, I'm scared of burning out again, scared of spending so much money and time on dream projects and ideas only to feel like "What's the point?"
I think I'll end it here before I end up ranting about the evils of capitalism, but thank you to everyone who made it to the end... It's been a journey, one that I'm not sure if I want to continue or end, and at this point, I think I just want some affirmation that I am not alone...
~june (*´ω｀*)
23 - 9
English OK
한국어 오K
日本語 おK
Just another weeb who spends way too much money and time on hobbies with no return (´・ω・｀)
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