in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
I hate myself, I hate me, and who I am. No matter what, I'm made to be the punching bag, in-game, and in real life. Every time I open my mouth, everyone wants me to close it. Shut up cael, nobody likes you cael, does anyone even talk to you cael? That's what they say. I try to make friends and be friendly with people, but no matter what, they think I suck. Now I know why I get bullied. It's not them. It's me. From now on, I won't speak, no laugh, no smile, no matter what it is, I'll stop it. My mom has been in depression ever since her boyfriend died 3 weeks ago. My brother blames himself because he never liked him. I thought when I looked at my sleep pills that I should have too many and die, maybe everybody would be happier if I died there. I say things stupid sometimes for jokes, but that makes people think I'm stupid, and it made me feel like I was stupid. I even question if I'm too overweight for my age. I don't want to talk anymore, I don't want people to hate me. I didn't write this for people to pity me, I just want to write my thoughts down
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One of the reasons I quit that I didn't specify is that when I make trendy shit it gets a ton of views, but I don't actually put hard work in them. On videos I try hard on, however, get like 20 28 views? The fact you subscribed means you wanted to see more content, but you subscribe and just leave the channel forever. That's why I blame my subscribers on a little bit. Those who did subscribe and returned, I'm very thankful. You really helped me over the years. I did see growth on this channel when I left as well. 230 subs?! Sign me up! And then it dropped to 225. The reason I quit is because of my subscribers just not being the best. The fact I started off and tried my best to get up to this point but just have it taken away really pisses me off. If this platform .IF. It gets better, I might return. Watch my video about this if you hadn't already it gets more in detail
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I am a young dc2 animator, and i love to animate for entertainment purposes
I make countryball, fnaf, jurassic world, and godzilla animations. Most in the making
I also make memorials for plane crashes as well