Hey, welcome to the channel!
I just want to say, Jesus loves us all more than we know, so much so that he gave his life on the cross for us and took our punishment. God’s mercy is so wonderful, turn to Him and repent of your sins.
"When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you." - Isaiah 43:2 NLT
"But afterward Jesus found him in the Temple and told him, "Now you are well; so stop sinning, or something even worse may happen to you." - John 5:14 NLT
"All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It corrects us when we are wrong and teaches us to do what is right." - 2 Timothy 3:16 NLT
Also read John 3:16-21