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bxbyy.hexz_ @UCIfHlBdontNh-fHz8JyrLfQ@youtube.com

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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 24 minutes ago

okay, this is a bit weird...


I've said alot that I don't want comfort because of my videos and posts; it is not anyone's obligation to "help" me. This channel is my way to escape during hardships because my ability to communicate how I feel has dropped significantly. Even with people I trust, it is difficult for me to vent, either from not knowing what to say or how to put it, or simply because I don't want to burden them. Sometimes my attempts to "vent" or express how I feel comes out in an extremely unhealthy and inappropriate manner; which i also try to prevent at all costs.
Creating content based off my struggles and heavy emotions is what I do, and again, that isn't a way for me to look for help through you guys, for the reasons I just named.
I know i can post disturbing things sometimes, especially regarding addictions, suicide, etc. please ignore it. There will always be a trigger warning in the description of all my videos if it's needed, so if you are uncomfortable with it, read the description and leave. Otherwise, do not complain.

Why am i saying all of this?
If my mental health is affecting you negatively, I BEG you to leave. I completely understand that I am difficult to be around and am very complicated as a whole. That isn't to guilt trip anyone. I am very aware that being around negativity will have a bad impact on you. I want the best for all my friends, family, and viewers, meaning that if my goal of entertaining you all (and NOT seeking out comfort) is failing and instead doing the opposite; unsubscribe from me, cut off contract with me, take care of yourself.

TLDR; my content is not to seek out help. If it is affecting you negatively, please stop watching my content / interacting with me.

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 18 hours ago

hey guys sorry for the spam posts I'm just
💭💭🫠🫠🫠

should I change my oc a bit? maybe to something that isn't based off what I look like? I've always wanted to try to make an oc that isn't fully human but it always seemed so off to me

anyway holy yap yes or no

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 1 day ago

bbzzzz oc tut lol ‪@brainrotb0ss2‬

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 1 day ago

😛

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 1 day ago

💗💗 you are a lovely human being and I'm so blessed to be supported by you
‪@brainrotb0ss2‬

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 1 day ago

hey guysss can you pray for my dad plz
and the rest of my loved ones


its very much appreciated

im gonna go explode now

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 5 days ago

unpopular opinion, no one under 13 should be able to run a channel

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 1 week ago

hey chat! share his document before I throw a nuke at your face

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bxbyy.hexz_
Posted 2 weeks ago

wtaf 😭. ‪@Sweatdémon_extera‬
I am not inlove with @Bye_2009. I don't know his real name, I don't know his age, I don't know where he's located, I don't know what he looks like, I don't know his religion, I don't even talk to him that often. he reached out to me a while ago expressing his instability in his mental health so I wanted to be a support system for him. I am NOT in a relationship with him, he does not love me and I do not love him. I do not have a boyfriend either so I don't know who or what you're referring to. I say "i love you" to all my friends because "love" doesn't necessarily equal romantic feelings. I call all my friends various nicknames as a term of endearment. If you want proof, ask  @Itsxzia  , @Neverwillbeurbitch, @Itz_kadycub_gacha, ANY of my youtube friends, regular friends, or even scroll through my comment section and see that I say these things to my fans as well. I have not once confessed my "love" for "Kelly" i suppose is what you call him. I barely know this person. and it seems like not even you are in a relationship with him because I saw that he calls you his best FRIEND. again, I am not in ANY relationship right now, not with him or anyone else. I don't appreciate you spreading false shit about me and throwing dirt on my name. I don't go around fucking with peoples boyfriends. that's crazy, especially since it's happened to me before and I know the hurt. you can have Kelly, I don't care — please, I ENCOURAGE you guys to be in a relationship if you love one another, I DO NOT love this guy. all he is is a friend to me.

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